Interests:Almost all sports...mainly soccer and basketball, computersurfing and messing around of course. Expertise:You know i am the best at about everything. Well i am good at ddr, all sports, games, and just being a cool person. Occupation:Education/training Industry:Engineering Email:email me Website:visit my website AIM:SonnyHareSoccer MSN:SonwardHARE@hotmail.com Yahoo:soccersonner Member Since:7/20/2003
I can't figure out what to do. My life is never right. I feel lost and alone. I can't do anything correct. I feel like I will never be settled and normal. I have more downs from day to day than I can handle. What am I to do...am I always supposed to feel like this. Why can't I feel happy? Do I have to always feel hurt? Why does my life never seem like it goes in the right direction? Can I surpass this terrible feeling? Why does it hurt so bad?
I can't stand it. I want to be just free from all this!
To be honest...I only like to vent here...and haven't really needed to in a while.
Tonight was a night that put a lot of hurt inside and outside of me. Just to see a person make me feel this way and continue the torture was unreal to me. I'll never forget this feeling.
I suppose I'll learn from it...and possibly move on quickly
I believe I shall go into long break of just working...gaining money back...forgetting about everything that keeps bringing me down. Maybe that will work. I would like to just try to enjoy the rest of my summer possibly in peace.
I hate a lot of things...drama happens too much. From family to friends...and the only way for me to escape it feels like alcoholic times with friends. I just tend to forget everything...unless it becomes one of those sad alcoholic nights. I just want everything to stop...just freaking be less stressful...and what not. I am tired of having be reminded of how my life is...and sometimes I feel that it is hard to vent out stuff to people...I suppose this post has helped me get rid of some of the stuff but of course I was very vague on what I am really talking about. Whatever though...I'm going to try and sleep it off...goodnight.
